Haha so first of all, welcome to my second post! ^_______^
i'm going to talk about today's adventure!
it was a very very very scary day D:
i went to JYP's audition! i've always wanted to do something like that but i never got the courage to... but i finally decided to do it!
PREPARATION~
First of all I thought the audition was on Tuesday, which is like 4 days later! : 3 but then I was told yesterday it's actually today!
haha so i woke up early at 6 to practice...
But before i go on with my story i want to talk about... you know, making it in JYP...
at first it was really for fun, and for the experience... i could care less if i made it because i dont even like JYP that much...
but recently i've had to think about my future, what i want to do and stuff : 3
i don't really have anything i want to do yet so i'm considering actually becoming an idol...
so i suddenly became interested in getting in o-o
not just JYP, but any korean company... i think for now i'm interested in getting into a company...
i want to try something new for once.. so moving to korea and having to train sounds fun :)
haha except it won't happen...
so i triedddd but i really can't sing... so what can i do? try for fun i guess...
ANYWAY like i said i woke up at 6 and practiced vocal warm-ups until 10
WHEN I REALIZED I DIDN'T EVEN HAVE A SONG PREPARED...
so i literally took 2 minutes to search up a song on youtube and came across a nursery rhyme...
i'll never ever ever ever forget how embarrassing to sing "three bears" IN MY LIFE. like never ever.
yeah and so from 10:02 (about okay, not literally -___-) to actual audition time (3:00) i was singing the children's song in my head... a total of maybe 897362 times =~=
ANYHOOO~ wendy told us to meet at school at 2...
i sorta got to school at like 1:30 cus i was nervous LOL
(MAN WAS TODAY HOT~)
when kat came and wendy arrived at 2:15ish we... obviously started going... o-o
but i was reallllllllllly quiet in the car cus i was so nervous... my first audition experience!
wendy and katherine were talking about how not-scared they are and how they are just here for fun and yadiyadiyada so they won't understand... ITS MY FIRST AUDITION!
GETTING THERE~
haha and so the experience started off really funny because the building was actually really hard to find (even though we knew it was supposed to be a tall building since we had to go to the 19th floor for audition)... we thought the number code thingy was 3434 so we looked around...
LOL we were soooo suprised when it turned out to be a HAIR STUDIO LOOLOLOLOL
yeah so that wasn't it... turned out the building was 3435 haha right across~
anyway when you first get in they have like different elevators for whatever floor you want to go... so like 4 for floors 1-7, 4 for floors 8-13, for floors 14-19, and more or something like dat : 3
WHEN I WALKED IN there were like a bunch of people and it was so hectic i don't even know how to explain it...
but the STAFF WERE SO PRETTY OMG i thought they were actually accepted JYP trainees... haha turns out just KOREANS that worked at the company
SO OF COURSE THEY WERE PRETTY
yeah they sorta lead the way and after we signed up we sat in the waiting room with so many people... like of all ages 0-0
it was so so so nerve-wrecking... the atmosphere there is something i never ever ever want to experience ever again...
so yeah surprisingly they called me like almost right away... the staff called 10 people, including wendy and kat. :) i was number H-77.
GOING IN~
the staff called 10 numbers and lead us into another smaller room...
we waited in there a while because they had technical difficulties haha so we waited really really long in there...
AND GUESS WHAT
haha i knew that the 10 in that room will watch each other perform...
so you know everyone started making convos and stuff... SO PROFESSIONAL
there were a few people in the 20's, and 2 more ppl excluding us that were 16... 0-0 they looked so olddddddddd.... or like more like mature...
HAHAHA katherine pointed out to me how "flashy" i was...
you know, everyone was wearing like dark black or grey and there was me with a bright pink bow in my hair and my yellow banana shirt... hahahha
anyway where was i?
so oh yeah everybody was like chatting away so professionally but i was standing there all scared and stuff... don't misunderstand! i like people but i was just way way wayyyyyyyy too nervous
EVERYBODY there was so so so pretty and tall... i was the only one who was short, chubby, and pimply!
those pretty people will have a bright future whether they make it in or not ^^> can't they leave the opportunity for people like me?
sorry i keep going off track
so yeah like i said we waited...
and waited...
and waited...
THEN THE STAFF CAME BACK IN
and was like "okay you guys are up!"
she lead up to another place and by then i was ready to pee in my pants -,-
AUDITION TIME~
we passed the recording studio and editing studio with like 100 tvs which was pretty dang cool ill admit... (it was the tvk floor! woot!)
yeah so we all walked into this room which looked SO cool
and waiting for us were 3 judges... sorta?
it's actually 1 judge, and 1 guy working the music, 1 guy recording
if i didn't say this enough, THE STAFF ARE SO SO PRETTY
okay the two guys were HAWWWT~~
gosh dangit so i was last... of then 10 people.. and we all have to watch each other so i was really going to dieeeeeee
and i was actually fine... i just smiled while people went...
BUT KATHERINE OMG KATHERINE
she was right in front of me and she was sooooooooooooo good....
she made me forget all my lyrics TTTATTT
oh and if i haven't mentioned this they record everyone : 3
yeah so ummmm my song "three bears" originally goes like:
Once there were three bears
who lived in a cottage,
papa bear
mama bear
baby bear
papa bear was chubby and fat,
mama bear was slender and tall,
baby bear was the cutest of all!
thats because he was so small!
....
INSTEAD it sounded like:
Once there were three boys( yes i accidentally said boys TTATT)
who lived in a cottage,
papa bear
mama bear
....
baby bear!
papa bear was chubby and fat,
mama bear was...
slender and tall,
baby bear was ...
the cutest of all!
thats! because! ...
he. was so small!
I WANTED TO DIE WANTED TO DIE OF EMBARASSMENTTT
when we started going out i had a few people call me cute and then i really wanted to jump off the building even from the 19th floor -,-
HOW COULD I FORGET SOMETHING I PRACTICED ABOUT 80,000 TIMES?!?!?!
yeah and like i said katherine was so so so good, wendy did modeling but i didn't really look because i was too busy practicing in my mind
after we were done wendy told me that the judges were so nice, bcus they were like nodding.. to my song? I DIDNT GET TO SEE bcus who knows where i was looking haha i was so nervous i don't even remember anything, i just know i wasn't looking at the judges
YEPPP
we walked out right away and i was so glad i did because i don't want to remember any of it
might have been better if i had remembered my song... even though i was the only nursery rhyme... with a bright pink bow and a banana shirt :)
overalll i guess it was worth trying and i really really want to try it again : 3
wish i was less nervous though...
^^ hahahahahahahaha
